My story about special world (neverland)

i want something to do more this time
i hate that condition
i hate every one in the world
i hate everybody.....and i hate my self
why?
why i cant chaught what i want?
i wanna be perfect persons
i wanna be the best in my class
i wanna be the lord
i wanna be alexander the great of 3th millenium

oh god....why it happen?
i pray to you....i always pray to you
i wish you give me a beautifull flowers with colourfull look.
but you give me a black bad thorny uber ( what is it??????? )
in second time i pray again......
i wish you give me a beautifull swan....like a "swan" princes......
but you give me an ugly preacock without feather and colours...
oke fine...and i pray to you....its my third wishes
i just want have something to make me happy...what ever....just thing who can make me happy.....
but.....for third time......you steal my dream again and i will not wish anymore..........you give me the dirty black stone (what is it??????)


(sometime in neverland)

in a broken time, i'm alone, i lost my self, my life had stoled, i'm angry....
i'm angry with that black thorny uber
i'm angry with that ugly preacock
i'm angry with that dirty black stone
they are not purposed with me.
.......wait....wait the minute.......
what happen?
i see that the uber has grown now.....it became "the raflesia" one of the most greatest flower in the world.....
and....and ..... wow....its impossible............
the ugly preacock is grown too......but i think its not a preacock..it is phoenix....the king of bird...lord of bird....its legend.........incredible..........

and my black stone......do you know......i drop it down in a floor and prankkkkkkkk.......i found "safir" inside.....wow..............

NOW... I UNDERSTAND THAT....GOD GIVE ME "WHAT I NEED" ..... NOT "WHAT I WANT"
"HE" ALWAYS KNOW WHAT I NEED......AND HIS "GIVED" WILL BECOME BEAUTIFULL IF THE TIME HAS COME.......THANKS GOD.